you know, the feeling you feel when you let someone down + guilt when that somone expected you to be a much more responsible person and that that someone expected you to be a good person. But u just let them down when they put their complete trust and faith into you. U just let them down. Especially when that person is special. I know how it feels like, I've been through it before. It cuts so deep it hurts down to the soul. Its like you just hate the fact that you are alive. Well, i let myself down too. I promised myself I wouldnt hurt anyone or make them sad because of what i've been through. *sighs*
Whatever ppls do to me no matter how much amount of pain i would feel, I forgive them. I put a smile on my face, keep my head up to the sky and just yeah.. keep all the tears away.. But when I see someone get sad because I hurt them it just kills me to see them like that because its my fault. *sighs*
Life is too short to dwell on what is wrong.. *sighs*.. Just avoid bullshit and just yeah.. chill..
Monday, January 19, 2009
it's ME
❤Marie .❤
6/8 .
WSC ! yeah bro.. .
I love you; Edina, Jacki, Katie, Sallie, Lucas, Jayden. besties for absolute ever!