Cookie Monster

❤ 25.4.09

Hey people currently listening to love games by Lady Gaga and chatting with huimin. Long time since we chatted. miss her and a lot of people heaps. lol. Anyway people, I wrote a poem it is about isolation.

Here it is:

Looking around, I finally see who I have to support me.
Never has it been so empty.
So still and silent.

Best friends we were a few years ago, helping each other out.
Just a few years later, you walked out on me and passed out.
Looking around I have no one to blame, but my self and my shame.
Worse still, the final words I ever said to you made tears trickle down your face and the last images of your face looking sour, etched in my memory forever.

Nothing has been this way ever.
Knowing that you are not coming back is the saddest thing ever.
We promised best friends for life but now that promise is hollow.
Inside I feel so shallow.
Looking at myself in the mirror, I finally see what I am and will be.
Now, I close my eyes memories play.
In my heart is where they will always stay.
by Marie K. Canaria

I don't know if that is any good. But oh well, it means something to me and don't you people dare copy and paste it without my permission! You have to ask first.

Anyway, today I did my business poster ! :o oh my gosh! I actually did it. I did it because I was bored. LOL tomorrow Vin's parents are coming over to discuss wedding stuffs with my parents. Yes, my sister is getting married fyi. lol. I can't believe it. She's finally getting married. Hahaha get over it marie. :L This is really boring. Tonight is really boring. Sis is coming back with Vin and we are going to eat KFC. wth. I hate KFC its so disgusting. Haven't eaten it in like a year. I know. So unbelieveble. LOL. I havent ate fast food for like 1 year straight! Currently I weigh 46kg and my height is like 160cm. LOL. I know so fucken fat. FAT PIG. I am so fat.
Meh! Whatever. Going to exercise the whole day tomorrow. LOL I use to be really fat in primary school. It was retarded. Actually, now I look back at the photos I cannot believe that was me. Like , wtf .. and like idk, people tell me I have changed and I am more daring now. That's just me I guess... Everyone changes no one stays the same forever. I guess that's just life. LOL whattever.

Anyway, Miss Fatialofa gave us maths hmw and I didn't even bring my maths textbook home. LOL. wtf . hahahaha. LOL. whattever. I'll just do it on Monday its due on Tuesday anyway. So yeah..

UGH !!! Lucas is really pissing me the hell off ! Like what the hell ? You don't really give a shit so stop saying you do ! You don't really giv a craps about your friends. You bloody arse. You are so bullshitting with people. You are suucchhh a priickkk tarrdd !! I hate you !

going wedding dress shopping with sis soon ! :D yay . I can help her pick out a dress, except I wouldnt know what to wear to her wedding D: ! LOL wth. I'll let her choose, and as long as she and I like it.

:o its 7:26 PM ! The day has been really fast ! oh my :o

that is all I am writing today people! :) bye

Saturday, April 25, 2009