I so wish things would stay the same. I feel really stupid and used. It's like I've fallen and I cannot get up anymore. You know what the worse thing is ? I don't have anyone left. My best friend, the one who I can talk to, is gone. My sister and parents are just fucken evil. My other best friends, I just dont want to talk to them because they have problems of their own. I mean, things are changing and I know I just have to accept the way things are. Getting betrayed, let down and losing friends. I've been through that a million times in my life. But, I am so exhausted and sick of that. I know my best friends change, but they have changed, so what ? That doesnt mean that you ditch your friends and forget about them. I can't believe you would actually do this. Well, hmm.. No use talking about it because I can never change things. If I could, I would. But, you obviously dont care anymore and that you are very happy with the way things are now. Just remember that, I hate you and I don't give a rats ass about you anymore and I hate you so much that I dont want to look at you, see you or hear you. I cannot find the right words to say how I feel right now because I am really disappointed and sad beyond words that our friendship and everything ended up like this.
Wednesday, May 6, 2009
it's ME
❤Marie .❤
6/8 .
WSC ! yeah bro.. .
I love you; Edina, Jacki, Katie, Sallie, Lucas, Jayden. besties for absolute ever!